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l YOU HE SHE

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And so I left.

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A tiny white room...

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on the ground floor...

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as narrow as a corridor...

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where I lie, motionless...

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and alert...

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on my mattress.

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The first day
I painted the furniture blue.

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The second day
I repainted it all green.

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The third day
I put it out in the hallway.

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On the fourth day
I lay down on the mattress.

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l think the empty room
feels larger.

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On the fifth day
I moved the mattress.

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After that I lifted it up...

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and stood it up
against the window...

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and then against the wall.

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l lay down and wrote
a letter the sixth day.

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l was very clear in what l said.

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First it took three pages
to express myself

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Then l wrote the same thing
in six pages.

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On the eighth or ninth day,

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l rewrote the second letter.

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l wrote eight pages
while eating a lot of sugar.

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Then l crossed things out...

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and corrected things.

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A few lines remained.

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l stopped eating
and sat in silence.

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l started writing again
a few days later.

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After a few days,
I reread everything l'd written.

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l lay down on my mattress...

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then got up to undress.

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l lay down again, naked.

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l spread my clothes over me

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and waited.

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l listened to my breathing.

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l played with my breathing.

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Then I forgot
about playing the game...

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and l waited.

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Now and then
I ate a large spoonful of sugar.

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l realized l'd been there
for at least 28 days.

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When I looked up sudden/y...

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there were people
walking in the street.

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l spilled all the sugar
on the letters on the floor...

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and l lay down again...

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and waited.

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l waited some more

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for it to pass
or for something to happen -

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for me to believe in God
or for you to send gloves for the cold.

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lt took some work to scoop up
all the sugar with a spoon.

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After that, l stopped
Iistening for footsteps.

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There were too many,
and they were too loud during the day.

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Then I just waited.

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lt snowed.

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l figured that, in any case,
Iife had come to a halt...

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that nothing more would happen...

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and that l should wait
for the snow to stop and then melt.

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lt snowed for a very long time.

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Four days.

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Then one day
it stopped snowing.

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Shortly after that,
the snow melted and l got up.

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The clothes on top of me landed
in the sugar left on the floor...

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and l was naked.

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l heard footsteps
come to a stop.

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Someone was looking at me.

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l remained motionless, naked...

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so that other passers-by
could look at me.

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Few people walked by,
and then no one at all...

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and night fell.

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l got dressed.

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lt was later, much later

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when I looked at myself
in the window...

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after the sugar
had been gone for a while,

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and l was wondering
what was happening to me.

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l realized l was hungry.

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l got up...

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and looked at myself.

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l took off my sweater
to get a better view.

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After that...

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l stripped
and looked at myself.

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l stopped a truck.

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l got in.

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The driver didn't say anything.

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Then he told me
to Iie down on his bunk,

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because I had to be tired.

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l looked
at his beautiful broad neck,

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his big head of red hair.

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l thought
l wanted to kiss him.

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You see
this is what matters.

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Move your hand.

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Slowly.

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Not so fast.

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Up and down.

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Slowly at first,
then a little faster.

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l can feel it.

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lt's getting warm.

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lt's getting harder.

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lt's filling up.

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Now the heat comes...

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inside and out.

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Slowly.

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lt's gonna get real big
and burst its skin.

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You obey, but you're afraid.

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You think it's wrong.

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Stroke it faster.

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Faster.

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Keep going.

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You can feel it coming.

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Go on.

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Slowly.

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That's right, up and down.

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lt came in little waves.

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l'm gonna put my head
on the steering wheel.

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l met my wife out in the country.

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l was walking down the road.

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l was pissed off
'cause l was lost.

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l see her speed by me.

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So l yell to her.

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lt was wintertime.
November, l think.

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l stop her
and ask for directions.

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l was 18

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and she was very young,
just like you.

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l looked at her.

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l wanted to undress her
but she preferred to do it herself.

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We did it right there on the spot.

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lt was nice.

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We did it a lot after that...

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but then she got pregnant
and had a kid.

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l had to find another job,
any stupid shit for more money.

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After that l had less time.

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All my energy went into my work.

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l was dead tired
and when l got home,

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there she was
with her big tits and belly.

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Saturdays and Sundays
we'd screw.

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But it wasn't the same

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and then the kid arrived.

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l didn't want her as much
and she didn't want me as much.

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lt's strange.
It's as if the kid...

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stopped us from screwing.

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Or maybe l was just too tired
and overworked.

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And she had the baby
to take care of.

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So now and then...

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we'd fulfill our marital duty.

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lt's really strange,
but it felt the same

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as bringing home the bacon

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or bouncing the kid on my knees.

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l don't know.

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l have pictures, by the way.

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Me with the kid
on my lap, whining.

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l've got two now.

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A girl who's 11,

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and the little one's 1 1/2.

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And now l'm a truck driver.

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Now and then
l pick up girls on the road.

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But l know

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that there's no tomorrow
no nothing.

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Just the moment.

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So l ask them...

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and if they say okay,
we do it back there...

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on the bunk.

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lt's nothing. It's not starting
a family or supporting one.

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lt's just about getting laid.

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A screw and that's all.

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You know, l have a cousin.

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lt's funny...

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because he married
a woman for her money.

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His only pleasure now is
accumulating even more money.

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He's a jerk,
but everyone's thrilled.

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Nothing's changed.
He does his thing, has his dough.

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l have a brother too.

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He works in a factory.

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lt's funny. My brother
used to be a real loser.

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Always coming in last,
always getting yelled at.

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Couldn't earn any money.
His life was a mess.

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Always had shitty jobs.

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l don't know how to say it,
but he suddenly got fired up.

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l mean...

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he got himself a girl,
took care of that part,

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so he could concentrate
on getting ahead.

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Now he's the boss.
He loves yelling at everyone else.

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lt's funny. He really gets
into yelling at people.

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He turns all red...

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like he's gonna start
breathing fire.

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Sometimes, when l get home,

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l see my wife waiting for me
with the little one.

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She changes his diaper,
taps gently on his little butt,

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carefully cleans his little ass

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and his little peter
with cotton balls.

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And then that ointment
that really stinks.

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She bends down over him.

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lt's funny.
The kid already gets hard.

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l'm dead tired when l get home,
and so is she

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so nothing.

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l must be getting old.

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And my daughter...

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when we eat dinner...

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she's in her nightgown.

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l slapped her bottom once
and told her, ''Go get dressed.

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Show some respect
for your father.''

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Because she turns me on
you know.

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She's quite a dish,
small as she is, and just 11.

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l'll tell you something:
When l drive like this

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for hours on end
there's nothing.

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Just telephone poles
and the hum of the engine.

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lt's funny,
'cause l starrt to daydream.

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And when l do
my dick stands up.

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Sometimes l don't even realize it.

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Sometimes l help it along
by thinking of certain stuff.

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For example, a woman's pussy,
nice and wet...

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her legs wide open.

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Or a woman crying.

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A woman crying in a corner.

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A woman crying -
works every time.

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Even totally random stuff
sometimes.

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lt's funny. When l first started driving,
l didn't dare think that stuff.

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l'd just drive faster,

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and if l felt that heat
l'd sing real loud.

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l'd feel all the heat
in my belly

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rise up through my chest
and burst out my throat.

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Or sometimes
other drivers and l race

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stupid shit like that.

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Sometimes, on long hauls,
a second driver comes along.

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l give him a hard time
until we get in a fight.

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lt's me.

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l don't want you to stay.

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l'm hungry.

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More.

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This.

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l'm thirsty.

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She said,
''You have to leave tomorrow.''

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We'll to the woods no more.
The laurels are all gone

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The pretty lass
has gathered them all.

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See the people dance.
Come join in the dance

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Leap and dance
and kiss whom you please.

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We'll to the woods no more.
The laurels are all gone

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The pretty lass
has gathered them all.

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Come join in the dance.
See the people dance.

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Leap and dance
and kiss whom you please.